S.

must get out

i have a jar. labelled, vancouver.

my hope is by september the jar will be full, then i will empty it, and the empty jar will accompany me there.

today.

- blackberry ‘fried’…have to wait 2 days for a new one

+ no phone means no drunk texting

- could, woulda, shoulda, never leaves my mind. you never leave my mind.

+ hudsons tomorrow

- hating the person you love

27th Jan 2012 | 65,673 notes

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I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.

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”I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and you saw them crying in their bed at night or singing to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street and even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think after seeing them at their most vulnerable you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.”

8th Dec 2011

metals.

make it about me
i wanna to hold the blame to guillotine
make it all blame free

and when you comfort me,

it doesn’t bring me comfort, actually.

23rd Nov 2011

pathetic

making a mental list of everything i could do to make you love me again.

no matter how many cookies i bake or how flat my abs are or how heartbreakingly beautiful i can make myself look i know it won’t work.

but i can’t stop hoping.

21st Nov 2011

+/-

- when the missing you hits, it hits hard. there has never been a time i’ve wished i could turn back time more

- i wish i never met you

- stress. so much.

- can’t think of any positives

Anonymous asked: Not only do I like your blog (haha I found it) but I also am OBSESSED with you secretly. Ok here we go.. I got this idea from a Tumblr spam I got once lol.. I think you like me too and you were always too shy to admit it :3 go to crushmatches(dõt)com (wtf it wont let me link regular) and make an account there. Then look up the profile 'gottagetme19' (me obviously) I left body pictures.. if you can guess who I am hit me up and we'll hang soon. You need a C C but its free

haha well that seems like alot of effort :) but thats so sweet of you to say! so i know you in real life?? take yourself off anon, whats the worst that could happen?